The Ninety Nine Attributes Of Allah

I am mean to some. Once an ex-student called me 'Abrasive'. Am I evil? Hell no! If I call somebody a name-it usually is based on the Truth. I have this tendency to be awfully accurate in my assessments of individuals. If I call you a pussy-usually I'm right, if I call you a'fake ass, bitch ass nigga'-usually I'm right. If I call your wayz and actions like those of a snake of the grafted type-usually I'm right. My problem is not that I'm usually right, but my Qualub(heart) usually getz real gangsta with the situation, and fails to find peaceful resolve. Yeah it's one thing to say that I'm right-it is another thing to gloat about it or rub it in. Emblem rubs that shit in-so in that regard I am wrong for doing such. I recognize that it is a very mean spirited practice. If you know somebody is a bitch ass nigga it is not righteous to rub that shit in-that is mean spirited. My temperment has been in question lately. I've brung it into question, it is up to me to assess it, and cure it, which is the meaning of Self Savior.

I have high blood pressure, men in my family notoriously keel over from heart attacks and being mean spirited does not help with high blood pressure. Our understanding born degree builds on fasting and praying, and the Quran and traditional Islam calls prayers 'Salat'. Can you meditate 5 times a day daily? As Gods we stay away from the term 'prayer'(Even though it's in 120). I understand why we stay away from it-but we don't stay away from 'meditation' which is for the sake of semantics another word for prayer. No Arabic word can be truly accurately translated into English-so my 'salat' I call my meditation. Some amongst us would like to divide meditation and prayer but they are essentially the same things. I prefer the lotus position in meditation, kind of like a Kung Fu Grand Master high on a Mountain wit the long white hair and beard and shit (Thatz that fly shit). Meditation is about emptying the mind of thoughts, and truly finding peace amidst all the confusion of day to day events. I really need to practice this meditative form of prayer on a daily basis because I am a hyper movafucka, at 40 I got a lot of energy, a lot of mental traffic flows through my third. So I need to find peace within.

I am quick to anger. Being quick to anger is not in anyway a virtue. I was studying the bible yesterday and reading that Cain slew Abel because his younger brother was favored in God's eyes. Well you know I 'drawz' it up, and I realize how much fire is in me-it is very good to be fiery, but it is not all the time healthy, particularly if you become consumed with your fire. I still got that 'let's get in the middle of street and settle this shit' mentality-them North Philly, Brooklyn and Chi-Town streets are still carved in my third. So presently I'm working on my temperament. I have been using the ninety nine attributes of Allah and meditating on them. I draw up the ninety nine attributes of Allah as the qualities that need to be cultivated within. Al-Rahman is my favorite Surah in the Quran and the First Attribute of Allah. Al Rahman is The Compassionate. So I have been meditating on compassion-a quality that I have but during moments of anger and rage I lack. Rahman is an Attribute of Allah and I must cultivate the reality of Rahman in Me. 'Raheem' is my name-actually-my Ole Earth born it to me as a nick name, and I ran with it. So Bismillah ir Rahman ir Raheem is basically the duty of a civilized person, every time you teach a person you manifest Compassion and Mercy. Al Malik is Da King, and that manifest as the knowledge knowledge in our Supreme Alphabet and a King keepz it word is bond. And I do that but sometimes the words of this King can be somewhat abrasive. Al Quddus is the Holy One, The most pure, the most Perfect. The born degree manifest that Holy is something that has not been diluted, mixed or tampered with in any form. To me that means keep the math raw and uncut, and this is part of the reason I am considered 'abrasive'-I don't water shit down. Nigga if you a bitch you a bitch but again I have to temper that with Al Rahman-The Compassionate. Al Mu'min is Allah the Guarantor, the Self Affirming, the Granter of Security, and the Affirmer of Truth. I draw those attributes up as something that I indeed have to cultivate within. It subtly represents power refinement when you really meditate on 'em. Al Muhaymin is The Protector, this represents in my third the knowledge-and you know how we say, "'Knowledge' is the foundation of everything in existence as the Blackman is the foundation to his family." We gotta be the Protector. Al Jabbar is the Powerful, the Irresistible, and the Compeller. Basically Jabbar is another way of saying you the piece with the magnetic in it Sun. Al Mutakabbir is the Tremendous, I mean when we show and prove What makes Rain, Hail, Snow and Earthquakes-that is indeed a manifestation of Allah-the Tremendous. Al Khaliq is the Creator, when you get into that mode, that zone, that is writing, painting, making music, dancing, learning, pondering and building-all of that in us-represents Al Khalaq-The Creator.

That Al Khalaq vibe also corresponds with that 'grown or made from the beginning' born in the born degree in the knowledge to knowledge the culture. Al Bari is The Rightful-I cee 'rightful ownership', 'rightful thinking indeed, and growth into the reality of our own righteousness. Al Musawwir shows and proves Allah as the Fashioner of forms. Proving maker, and Builder, Educator and Enlightener. When you teach the babies you 'fashion' the mind, and shape it. Al Qahhar is the Compelling Subduer. I draw that up as bringing something close to you that is a negative agent: a snake, a devil, a challenge and subduing it-it is the reality of destroying the devil in one day manifested in the understanding build degree. Al Wahhab is the Bestower, when you manifest Supreme Math to an individual you have truly Bestowed a gift among gifts to an individual. You have granted them a Blessing. The Father gave us Math in Quality, not Quantity so he truly showed and proved Al Wahhab. Al Razzaq is the Ever Providing-if you have them babies God you got to 'Provide' God-Build-and- Born degree. Period! It ain't a game Fam. Al Fatah is the Opener, and the Victory Giver. When you learn to open Supreme Math, Supreme Alphabet, 120 and Holy Quran you have been given an internal Victory. Learning to apply it is an ongoing, never ending process. Al Alim is the All Knowing and the Omniscient-showing and proving the reality of the understanding God degree of 'All I Ceeing'. Al Qabid is The Restrainer and The Straightener, I had to meditate on Al Qabid when I saw Deen outside of the Casino in Atlantis, nigga could have got knocked fuck out if I wasn't building on the 245th verse of Baqara which borns Al Qabid. You lucky your Enlightener is damn near a Hafiz of Quran or you would have swallowed your teeth nigga. You 'smiley' Movafucka. "Al Quabid-Al Quabid-Al Quabid-Al Quabid!!!!!!"You have to invoke the quality in your life as a Mantra of sorts, showing and proving 'Word' is bond to Life. Al Basit is the Expander. I build on this quality to Expand my heart, open it up, not only for bravery but for love, and forgiveness. Also this attribute of Allah is to remind us to Expand our context in 120, Supreme Math, and Supreme Alphabet. It is the expansion of context that allows our Understanding to become more Universal and fluid in its application. Nobody wants to carry math like a Goddamn robot-living Math is about being Organic. Al Khafid is the Abaser, check the YouTube Video of Sadaam Hussien before he is about to be hung. This man went from ruling a country as it's dictator, possessing all kinds of wealth and now he walked to the gallows with a trench coat with weights in it-to gaurantee his neck would snap. This is the reality of Al Khafid. No matter how famous you are-how grand you are-you will be abased. I meditate that when I am abased it will not be in disgrace. You should to. Al Rafi is the Exalter. Wyclef Jean is a perfect example of a man who walked into the energy of Al Rafi-he came from a hut and he is giving back to his homeland in Hatti. Learn to harmonize with the internal quality of Al Rafi that is within. Al Muizz is the giver of Honor. What does it mean to be honorable? I am learning, but in all that I learn-I will continue to call it like I cee it-sometimes that makes me appear somewhat 'crude' but it is not dishonorable. Pull know punches and be honest even in the midst of trial and tribulation. Great teachers are also givers of honors. So teach, represent Allah in the form of Al Muizz and bestow honor via enlightening others. Al Mudhill is the Giver of Dishonor. That is the reality of being abased, and being stripped of honors once held. "Oh Emblem is such a great writer.. but did you hear he embezzled a hundred Grand from Allah School?" (Not like we got anywhere near a hundred grand at Allah school but if such were the Truth I would have fallen victim to the quality of Al Mudhill.(Send your check or Money order to Allah School C/o Emblem)Psyche! just fuckin' wit chu. Al Sami is the All hearing, and Al Basir is the All Ceeing, showing and proving sound and light in the actual facts and the understanding God degree of being Ceen and heard. Al Hakam is the Judge, the Arbitrator. This opens up the knowledge cipher in the Supreme Alphabet, when we deal with Just I Cee Equality, and Just-Ice we are manifesting Al Hakam. Al Adl is the utterly Just, meaing no matter how the cipher spins, God must be Al Adl-utterly Just. Al Latif means the Gentle. Yo dude, be gentle with your wiz, your Earth, your Queen, your seeds, hold them because that is who you are. Niggaz always gotta be thuggy(me included)-chill out for a sec nigga. Al Khabir is the Aware, you know what that means "do the knowledge". So to do the knowledge is to invoke Al Khabir from within. Al Halim is the Forbearing, to me forbearing is an aspect of Mercy. Dropping Math is to deal with forbearance. Al Azim is the Infinite and the Magnificent, that is how we have to mentally roll knawmean. We always say Knowledge is Infinite, Al Azim proves that Allah is Infinite. Ash Shakur is the Grateful, what does an omnipotent being need to be grateful for? Being Grateful in it's highest is not just a matter of being a recipient. 'Grateful' at its highest is to have the ability to Give, and bestow favor. Be Grateful from the essence of your being. You are of the source-that has the abiltiy to bestow in abundance. Al Aliy is the Sublimely Exalted. Remember when Rakim said he don't need the spotlight because he already has light? Well that is what being Sublimely exalted means. It means to be instrumental but you don't egotistically posture. Al Kabir is The Great. Al Hafiz is What Emblem is determined to manifest, Al Hafiz is the Preserver. "Preserving the Best Part for your self." Is the true reality of what it means to be Al Hafiz. I would love to preserve 120, Supreme Math, Supreme Alphabet and ultimately to become a Hafiz or Preserver of the Holy Quran hence the title 'Hafiz of Quran'. Al Muqit is the Nourisher, Al Hasib is the bringer of Judgment, Al Jalil is the Majestic, Al Karim is the Bountiful, Al Raqib is the Watchful, Al Mujib is the Responsive, Al Wasi is the Vast, Al Hakim is the Wise, Al Wadud is the loving.

Al Wadud is the Loving, a title we must all learn to be. To love, and to show beauty to one another. This is an Attribute that Emblem A.K.A. the 'Abrasive' one must work on. Al Majid is the Glorious, Al Ba-ith is the raiser of the dead, look at that knowledge understanding degree in that knowledge to culture the cipher. Al Shahid is the Witness-Jehovah Witnesses would love that attribute. Al Haqq is the Real. The Real is definitely what 'Em' bring. Keep it Al Haqq 100 percent all day everyday nigga. Al Wakil is the Trustee, and the Dependable proving you are held responsible for the uncivilized. Al Waliy is the Protecting friend, showing and proving that wisdom God in the knowledge to culture the cipher. Al Waliy proves that-that 'I John' Math is on point. Am I a good companion-you damn right. I will bust shot for those that I love, but the minute you cross me fucker-Your done! Al Qawwiyy is the Strong, and the reality of the wisdom build in terms of being healty and strong. Al Hamid is the All Praiseworthy. Praising ego? Emphatically Now cipher! Al Muhsi is the Numberer, or what I like to draw up as the ultimate Mathematician bringing us to the reality of Knowledge to born back to cipher. Al Mubdi is the Originator-if you can't find the Originator in 120 you don't need to be reading Emblem. Al Muid is the Restorer, basically can you repair something that has been severly damaged? Al Muhyi-Is the Giver of Life. We see life all around us: birds, treez, roaches, catz, antz, ratz, our babies. Allah is Al Muhyi-the Giver of Life. To understand this Attribute you have to have a foundation in triple darkness and realize oneness with all life throughout the Universe. Al Muhyi is on that 'I and I' Rasta Math and that 'No Beginning Nor Ending' Math. Al Mumit is the bringer of Death-"gotta go-gotta go-gotta go!" We all gotta go, so hey, in life travel light, because death tells you, "to come as you are.".

Death won't even let you change cloths first, Al Mumit just takes your ass. Al Mumit don't even care if your ass made Thriller. Al Mumit be like "So"-Time to go nigga. Al Hayy is the Ever Living. We all know that the Father got shot up in the elevator, but we also know that Supreme Mathematics manifest as Al Hayy the Ever Living. Al Qayyum is the Self Subsisting, I see Al Qayyum as, Yo, you got to be able to take care of yourself before you jump into a living situation with a Queen. Al Wajid is the Unfailing, meaning Allah don't fail fam, and in the Math I draw that up as 'Without falling victim to the devil civilization.' Al Majid is the Illustrious, Al Wahid is the Unique One, Al Ahad is the One, As Sammad is the Everlasting, Al Qadir is the All Able, Al Muqtadir is the Dominant-I draw that up as the Black germ in the blackman's body. Al Muqaddim is he who brings forward or what I like to see as the manifester of Quran. Al Muakhkhir is the Delayer.

Al Awwal is the Alpha. Al Akhir is the Omega, Az Zahir is the Victorious, Al Batin is the hidden, I draw Al Batin up as a fine midst. Al Wali is the Patron. Al Muta Ali is the Self Exalted. Al Barr is the Most Righteous. At Tawwab is the Ever Relenting. Al Muntaqim is the Avenger, Al Afuww is the Effacer of Sins. Ar Rauf is He who has pitty. Malik Al Mulk is Owner of All sovereignty. Dhu-Jalali Wal Ikram is the The Lord of Majesty and Genorosity. Al Jami is the Unifier. Al Ghaniyy is The Independent. Al Mughni is the Emancipator, Al Mani is the Witholder, Ad Darr is the Afflictor. An Naffi is the Benefactor, An Nur is the Light, Al Hadi is the Guide, Al Badi is the incomparable, Al Baqi is the Immutable One, Al Warith is the Heir, Ar Rashid is the Infallible Teacher, and As Sabur is the Patient. Wow! I did it, and if you read it you did it too! 99 Attributes of Allah can be found in 120, Supreme Math, and Supreme Alphabet if you look hard enough. You can find Yourself in the Attributes, invoke them, I know I need to invoke a few of them but ultimately the 99 attributes of Allah allow us to grow deeper into Supreme Mathematics if used properly.

Have a Peace Weekend,
Em

Grown And Made From The Beginning

My connection to Islam is unbreakable, being brought up in Philly-Islam was everywhere, "Salaama Laikum Ahki." can be heard up and down many blocks. Philly is deeply rooted in Islam, from the bow ties to the Sunnis to the Els and Beys, to the Gods and Earths-Philly is fueled by Islam. If you look at the names of a graduation list of any elementary, middle, junior high, and high school you"ll see mad Islamic names nowaday. If you stroll down 52nd Street you can't help but peep Islam everywhere: 'Freeway' lookin' catz sportin heavy beards; muslims playing chess; old heads with shades and kuffis; young and old wisdoms in hijab; gangsta muslims with the streetz and the echoes of penitentiaries in their eyes, ripping and running in the dunya, struggling with their naffs, jumping in and out of Escalades; muslim men will have stands with dhikir beeds, mizwack sticks, and Islamic books yellin' "Got those incense and oils Ahki." In Philly you'll see some brothers on corners in full garb, they might be blazing one in fanta leaf, on a mission for'faluse'(Cash), "Make duaah for me ahki, we gonna get that kafir tonight-Black shot Takeem all da fuck up."
     
Philly accents fall slightly different on the ear than New York accents, there is less drama in the Philly accent and communication in terms of meaning is not as layered in the city of Brotherly Love like communication is layered in the Apple. You'll hear muslim dudes talkin' about the word "haram" or that which is forbidden. The sisters are looking for the best deals on meats that are hilal. Yeah it is a society within a society that offers everything that any other society offers. In Philly Islam is everywhere.  Cities like D-Mecca got mad Muslims too, both black communities and Arab communities. In Dearborn Michigan, their level of Islamic scholarship is high. I personally know three individuals who have memorized the entire Quran there.

Memorization of the entire Quran and drawing it up to the math has never been done(If you know a God or Earth who did it-let me know).  For those that adhere to 120, Supreme Math, and Supreme Alphabet what I am manifesting is rather odd for a member of the nation of Gods and Earths. 'Emblem you taking the whole Quran under cap G? That is insane God!', well maybe that'z why they put the Father in Mattawhan and Bellevue. Many probably thought he was insane too. The Father was the first who actually did what Elijah said do. Even though Khan, Malcolm and Jeremiah Shabazz were swift ministers they ain't take the whole Supreme Wisdom undercap. Sure they had strong commands of 120, but not that word- for-word spit like the Father had. So in that respect the Father was an Original indeed, not only did he take Supreme Wisdom undercap but Allah carried math with an Original swag which is the best part.  I do remember that First Born Prince use to come down the isle of Harriet Tubman sometimes saying, "Bismillah ir Rahman ir Raheem." It influenced me as a young God when I heard him do that, First Born Prince let me know through his actions that I wasn't out of bounds, plus he was notorious for rocking the 'Sheik' look.  Being born in the Nation of Islam I did not separate the Math from my personal history in Islam, it made no sense to do so, particularly when Elijah born that Islam is Mathematics and Mathematics is Islam. Many in the Nation of Gods and Earths come from Christian backrounds of some sort and they usually under go somewhat of a process of converion, or being convinced that Math is right and exact. My personal Quran did not born a Christian backround, there was no real conversion process for me.  Seeing the oneness of my connection to Islam was in no way difficult. Islam was my obvious birthright. Islam is 40 years old in me and still going strong, 20 years ago Da God Life gave me a refresher course and Enlightened me to the teachings of Elijah, and introduced me to Supreme Math and Supreme Alphabet. I was interested in learning what the 5 percent taught before I connected with Life, and actually it was my aunt Salamma who put me on to da God Life, and ironically he grew up right across the street from me. He was a solid Enlightener who taught me well. After I finished 120 I found my mother's Old copy of Supreme Wisdom in the basement, dusty pages, browning and forgotten. Finding the lessons in the basement confirmed my path. Old black and white pictures of Elijah, Fard, and Wallace Muhammad were in the basement buried under dusty layers.  My old Earth had this majestic Quran on a stand, it was beautiful, and the Arabic words magnetized me, as a young child I always had and interest to learn, and to be able to read it one day. The swirls of the letters, the intricate loops, shapes and the beauty of its recital captivated me early on.  My old Earth taught me Al Fatiha, the first Surah of the Quran when I was about build years old. She was mad nice with Quranic recital, not as nice as I am nowaday but her recital was off the chain for back then. I use to smile everytime she use to spit it at me.  My roots are deeply Islamic, so 120, Supreme Math, and Supreme Alphabet amplifed what was already buried their beneath my psychological surface. When Da God Life taught me how to open 120, open Alphabet, and open Supreme Math it gave me a renewed view of Islam. Not a distorted view, but an intrinsic view.  Life didn't have to convince me who God was, because from way back in the day my old Earth taught me that I was the Asiatic Blackman and that I was the 'Microcosm of the Macrocosm'. My Grand Old Dad use to tell me that I was a dormant god when I was little.  Finding my internal divinity has never been a high and low search but finding out how to use my internal divinity properly has been my greatest challenge in life.

Never have I've viewed Islam with division. Never! When Gods come at Islam with any form of negativity it sickens me, same as when sunnis suggest that Gods and Earths our kafirs. That is emphatically now cipher. You got a moon and a star in your Goddamn flag and you can't see our kinship?!! Islam is One. Customs and Traditions may vary amongst us but they should not produce differences.  Studying Islam as I do has allowed me to see lessons way deeper-connecting them with the root of the Holy Quran shows me just how beautiful Supreme Mathematics is. We cannot stop our study of Islam at Pluto, and blindly lace our understanding of 'Islam' with what the Father said, and we can't stop our study of Islam at what the first born said. 40 years of Islam rocks in my soul, and I can go through 120 and Quran with the best of 'em. No form of Islam boxes me in, but I do understand each form of Islam as a discipline. A discipline within the form, a discipline of function, and a discipline of a mathematical path, a discipline leading into realms of higher self realization. I am attempting to master a few disciplines in Islam. 'Mastery' is about having a decisive prowess in a given field. My Enlightener studied Ausar Set, that was peace and da God became relatively proficient with it. I saw some angles in what Ra Um Neffer Amen taught but my form of mastery is 120, Supreme Math, Supreme Alphabet, Holy Quran, and Shariat(Islamic Jurisprudence). To be strong in those given fields of study is an example of a few disciplines I have chosen to pursue in my lifetime. You will never get a one dimensional build with me in terms of Islam. To study all of Islam is to study I Self Lord And Master and ultimately that is to study the science of everything in life.

Peace
Em 

Hafiz Project #11 - Turning Stone Casino, Verona NY

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